你說這話是什麼意思你?????
對嘛 反正我就是loser 就是沒朋友 行了嗎?
你就最了不起啦 人見人愛
大家都搶著要跟你hangout 是不是還要預約?
這樣講你高興了嗎?
又沒有人勉強你要跟我做朋友
是在跩什麼?啊???
當初真是瞎了狗眼才會覺得你不錯
神經病
**********
我以為放了一個spring break之後
我可以Start off completely new...like, with no stress
but I don't know...stress somehow manage to get back to me so soon...
然後臨界點到了 只不過是一句話就讓我引爆
i know i'm probably over-reacting
但我想了太多次一樣的事情 想了太多次什麼都沒改變的事情
理智的那一面
我幾乎可說恨你入骨了 you know?
2009年3月30日 星期一
2009年3月29日 星期日
spring break is over~
ok...so where did i leave off last time? wednesday? okay
went to milbrae, intended to go to sushi sam, but since ariel was not awake yet thomas and i just ate at their restaurant
its goood :D:D:D
他們的媽咪好cutee~~~ <3
and afterward......too many small things not worth mention, but basically i fell asleep on their sofa...hahahahahahaha seems like i always fell asleep at their house XDD
so around evening, we finally headed off to do something fun...
so we just hang around milpitas (spelling?) and i just realized i actually has been to milpitas and cupertino before....
i thought its like. really really really far from fremont.............hahahaha like in middle of nowhere
i actually went to those two places pretty often when 我爸來美國出差住在fremont朋友家的時候....
I WAS SHOCKED BY THIS FACT!!!
i was like "whattt are you kidding meee so heree is milpitas??? wait is this the place you can get 鐵板燒??"
"uh. it's cupertino i think."
"WHATTTTTT that's cupertino?????"
SO. 我終究還是可以算是個北加人吧!!! 哈哈哈 別再說我是假北加人囉!!! I just didnt know the name of those places!!!!
and since we couldnt find anything to do (每個人都死去哪囉) we just hanged aroudn there...
hahaha oh i bought three books.....only one of them is random (i think)
hahahahahahahahaha超好笑的我都覺得公開很丟臉
if you don't know about it and you are interested in knowing what's funny about it... 偷偷來問我吧哈哈哈我超樂意分享 簡直笑壞我的毛
then thomas got his haircut
and we, though didnt feel the desire to eat, ate at the place called royal bistro
NEVER GO THEREEEEE
hahahahahahahhhah its pretty baddd.
went to cosco with 阿姨~~ and i finally got my gummy vitamins!!!! yayyyy i got two huge bottles of them yay yay yay 我得救了 hahahaha
then afterward...i played wii fit and rock band with my cousin michael hahaha and without me even noticing its almost 1 already....
wii fit 超‧好‧玩！！somehow i got really good balance in the yoga part (yoga master yo!!), but i just suck at those balancing games....whyyyy? and 我真的是很認真的照著上面說的去運動....都沒作弊的...as a result, my muscles hurt like $#&^%%# today T_____T
oh and. lots of spiders in my room. 我超佩服我自己 how can i fall asleep when i know there's a spider on my wall and one under my bed?????
在Bart上真的是完全by coinsidence...met 大姐and hansheng
and we waited at their restaurant again..chatting with daphne haha and sharing my vitamin bears woot woot
whats next...oh we tried a new 川菜restaurant and...unfortunately...it's not good. =/
then went to get thomas' car. got ready (almost fell asleep on the sofa again!! 超級舒服的沙發omg) and we headed off =)
first stop was togo at sushi sam!!!!!!! yayyy spider roll NOMNOMNOMNOM
ok so...就是開車了
辛苦thomas囉~~~雖然有Cruise control. 但開車真的很辛苦
oh and i dont know why. we some how. just. counldnt find the song we wanna listen...and the gps system seems to like playing the same set of songs -.-
we stopped by rowland and ate @ garden with connie :D:D:D
and..............
for some reason....we all got very excited and i started a weird dance hahaha its called that rapper dance. 這也請私底下來問我 muahahahaha
and. i'm really really sure now that i can never hide secrets....
or more its like. i can never hide the secrets that i don't really plan to hide anyways =P
so we got home...(中間還經歷一段油只剩一格的焦慮時期 hoho)
tireedddd
but soooo happyyyyy =)))))
these past 8 days were fantastic!!!!!!!!!!
我覺得我被治癒了哈哈
聽說SD的大家都在改掉罵髒話的習慣
跟零分住的時候我也都沒說髒話
住在阿姨家裏的時候當然也沒罵髒話
oh well 跟表弟聊天的時候不小心罵了幾個英文的
不過我這幾天幾乎完全沒有罵髒話喔!!!!!!
我覺得我變得超有氣質的啦哈哈哈(最好是)
這樣不會輸ㄋㄟ~~ 哈哈哈哈
i'm like in love with the lyrics...a lot of time i feel the same~
and i love like. how he makes the sad thing sounds so happy and bright...
just like 許仁杰's 忘了說愛你!!
不再多說什麼...跟大家分享歌詞吧~!!!
猜猜誰讓你的心痛
誰讓你的淚流
我能做什麼
輕輕安慰你的心痛
吹乾你的傷口
自己痛卻不能說出口
相遇的不是時候
為何我在他之後
只能當你的聽眾
談心的朋友
想哭的不是時候
總在你受傷之後
我的淚留著以後再說
女孩別哭 有什麼難過對我說
女孩別哭 我不願看見你淚流
忍住淚 就算一輩子我只能做你的朋友
女孩別哭 有眼淚讓我為你流
- 3/26 THURSDAY
went to milbrae, intended to go to sushi sam, but since ariel was not awake yet thomas and i just ate at their restaurant
its goood :D:D:D
他們的媽咪好cutee~~~ <3
and afterward......too many small things not worth mention, but basically i fell asleep on their sofa...hahahahahahaha seems like i always fell asleep at their house XDD
so around evening, we finally headed off to do something fun...
so we just hang around milpitas (spelling?) and i just realized i actually has been to milpitas and cupertino before....
i thought its like. really really really far from fremont.............hahahaha like in middle of nowhere
i actually went to those two places pretty often when 我爸來美國出差住在fremont朋友家的時候....
I WAS SHOCKED BY THIS FACT!!!
i was like "whattt are you kidding meee so heree is milpitas??? wait is this the place you can get 鐵板燒??"
"uh. it's cupertino i think."
"WHATTTTTT that's cupertino?????"
SO. 我終究還是可以算是個北加人吧!!! 哈哈哈 別再說我是假北加人囉!!! I just didnt know the name of those places!!!!
and since we couldnt find anything to do (每個人都死去哪囉) we just hanged aroudn there...
hahaha oh i bought three books.....only one of them is random (i think)
hahahahahahahahaha超好笑的我都覺得公開很丟臉
if you don't know about it and you are interested in knowing what's funny about it... 偷偷來問我吧哈哈哈我超樂意分享 簡直笑壞我的毛
then thomas got his haircut
and we, though didnt feel the desire to eat, ate at the place called royal bistro
NEVER GO THEREEEEE
hahahahahahahhhah its pretty baddd.
- 3/27 FRIDAY
went to cosco with 阿姨~~ and i finally got my gummy vitamins!!!! yayyyy i got two huge bottles of them yay yay yay 我得救了 hahahaha
then afterward...i played wii fit and rock band with my cousin michael hahaha and without me even noticing its almost 1 already....
wii fit 超‧好‧玩！！somehow i got really good balance in the yoga part (yoga master yo!!), but i just suck at those balancing games....whyyyy? and 我真的是很認真的照著上面說的去運動....都沒作弊的...as a result, my muscles hurt like $#&^%%# today T_____T
oh and. lots of spiders in my room. 我超佩服我自己 how can i fall asleep when i know there's a spider on my wall and one under my bed?????
- 3/28 SATURDAY
在Bart上真的是完全by coinsidence...met 大姐and hansheng
and we waited at their restaurant again..chatting with daphne haha and sharing my vitamin bears woot woot
whats next...oh we tried a new 川菜restaurant and...unfortunately...it's not good. =/
then went to get thomas' car. got ready (almost fell asleep on the sofa again!! 超級舒服的沙發omg) and we headed off =)
first stop was togo at sushi sam!!!!!!! yayyy spider roll NOMNOMNOMNOM
ok so...就是開車了
辛苦thomas囉~~~雖然有Cruise control. 但開車真的很辛苦
oh and i dont know why. we some how. just. counldnt find the song we wanna listen...and the gps system seems to like playing the same set of songs -.-
we stopped by rowland and ate @ garden with connie :D:D:D
and..............
for some reason....we all got very excited and i started a weird dance hahaha its called that rapper dance. 這也請私底下來問我 muahahahaha
and. i'm really really sure now that i can never hide secrets....
or more its like. i can never hide the secrets that i don't really plan to hide anyways =P
so we got home...(中間還經歷一段油只剩一格的焦慮時期 hoho)
tireedddd
but soooo happyyyyy =)))))
these past 8 days were fantastic!!!!!!!!!!
我覺得我被治癒了哈哈
- BTW #1
聽說SD的大家都在改掉罵髒話的習慣
跟零分住的時候我也都沒說髒話
住在阿姨家裏的時候當然也沒罵髒話
oh well 跟表弟聊天的時候不小心罵了幾個英文的
不過我這幾天幾乎完全沒有罵髒話喔!!!!!!
我覺得我變得超有氣質的啦哈哈哈(最好是)
這樣不會輸ㄋㄟ~~ 哈哈哈哈
- BTW# 2
i'm like in love with the lyrics...a lot of time i feel the same~
and i love like. how he makes the sad thing sounds so happy and bright...
just like 許仁杰's 忘了說愛你!!
不再多說什麼...跟大家分享歌詞吧~!!!
猜猜誰讓你的心痛
誰讓你的淚流
我能做什麼
輕輕安慰你的心痛
吹乾你的傷口
自己痛卻不能說出口
相遇的不是時候
為何我在他之後
只能當你的聽眾
談心的朋友
想哭的不是時候
總在你受傷之後
我的淚留著以後再說
女孩別哭 有什麼難過對我說
女孩別哭 我不願看見你淚流
忍住淚 就算一輩子我只能做你的朋友
女孩別哭 有眼淚讓我為你流
2009年3月26日 星期四
a new start~
so...basically, I spent today as a high school student...wooot
went to a few classes LOLLL i don't even know why. but it's kind of fun
yeah so thats basically it =p
i chatted with hanna before going to bed and woke up at 7:30 (woow) so that i can catch the breakfast time (but it's still crappy anyway...)
went to SF to have korean bbq with thomas, ariel, alex, jerry, jen and her brother
nomnomnomnom~~~!!
i'm tired....
i will write more about today in the future...maybe~
===========================
會感覺怪怪的是因為在乎
不過~ 就算自己在那邊難過又能怎樣，又不是我能改變的事(聳肩)
去掌握和改變自己所能夠改變的
不能改變的就大方接受吧
最重要的是充實自己
有一個美好的自己之後才能夠擁有美好的事物 也才能帶給別人美好的事物嘛=)
btw
終於受不了自己動手剪了齊瀏海
耶好久不見的妹妹頭終於回來了~~~
went to a few classes LOLLL i don't even know why. but it's kind of fun
yeah so thats basically it =p
i chatted with hanna before going to bed and woke up at 7:30 (woow) so that i can catch the breakfast time (but it's still crappy anyway...)
went to SF to have korean bbq with thomas, ariel, alex, jerry, jen and her brother
nomnomnomnom~~~!!
i'm tired....
i will write more about today in the future...maybe~
===========================
會感覺怪怪的是因為在乎
不過~ 就算自己在那邊難過又能怎樣，又不是我能改變的事(聳肩)
去掌握和改變自己所能夠改變的
不能改變的就大方接受吧
最重要的是充實自己
有一個美好的自己之後才能夠擁有美好的事物 也才能帶給別人美好的事物嘛=)
btw
終於受不了自己動手剪了齊瀏海
耶好久不見的妹妹頭終於回來了~~~
2009年3月24日 星期二
one night in SD
today I visited my high school in San Anselmo...(a place that nobody really knows)
I woke up really early (for me) today..around 9:30? yap i'm proud of myself indeed =)
went to take bart, met up with lisa and jacky, headed off to san rafael on the pass (while we were playing random 文字接龍)
we went to sushi to dai for first....and something funny happened
cuz we were trying to go there by cab...and the driver was like, 'uh sushi to dai for is actually only a block away' and staring at us with a weird look...
hahaha so embarassing...
sushi to dai for was good as always =)
then its time to visit our lovely campus =) well its not like. lovely lovely. but its a place full of memories !!!
i love how every girls (even some teachers) were like gasping and screaming when they see us visiting =)!!! i love that feeling !!!!! feel like im part of the big family...揪感心~!!!
after school is over, i went around checking out student council meeting, badminton practice and musical practice....then just hanged with hanna in her room and ate her scoop icecreammm nomnomnomnom
the dinner.....im glad that they had required dinner today so i actually got to experience the prayer again& and see all the resident girls & experience the birthday song ritual & listen to the annoying announcements again =)!!
and i got convinced to stay over for one night...so now i'm in hanna's room using her laptop =p
woooooot!!!!! i love the dorms!!!
well...those rules suck. but. i love the feeling of being close with everyone =)
....i miss my 08 seniors =(=(((
okayyy i will stop here!!! hanna and i are trying to figure out what 台中腔 is...cuz we realized both of us have 台中腔= =
I woke up really early (for me) today..around 9:30? yap i'm proud of myself indeed =)
went to take bart, met up with lisa and jacky, headed off to san rafael on the pass (while we were playing random 文字接龍)
we went to sushi to dai for first....and something funny happened
cuz we were trying to go there by cab...and the driver was like, 'uh sushi to dai for is actually only a block away' and staring at us with a weird look...
hahaha so embarassing...
sushi to dai for was good as always =)
then its time to visit our lovely campus =) well its not like. lovely lovely. but its a place full of memories !!!
i love how every girls (even some teachers) were like gasping and screaming when they see us visiting =)!!! i love that feeling !!!!! feel like im part of the big family...揪感心~!!!
after school is over, i went around checking out student council meeting, badminton practice and musical practice....then just hanged with hanna in her room and ate her scoop icecreammm nomnomnomnom
the dinner.....im glad that they had required dinner today so i actually got to experience the prayer again& and see all the resident girls & experience the birthday song ritual & listen to the annoying announcements again =)!!
and i got convinced to stay over for one night...so now i'm in hanna's room using her laptop =p
woooooot!!!!! i love the dorms!!!
well...those rules suck. but. i love the feeling of being close with everyone =)
....i miss my 08 seniors =(=(((
okayyy i will stop here!!! hanna and i are trying to figure out what 台中腔 is...cuz we realized both of us have 台中腔= =
2009年3月23日 星期一
Spring Break!!
it's been a little while since my last post. oh well. it's just 4 days LOL but it seems long enough to me. Now I have some free time before heading out so I will try to remember what happened the past days. well it's gonna be a little bit like 流水帳 since its basically just a record of my life. but. whatever. haha.
i crash at around 5:30...with the guys still playing NBA 2K9...
when i woke up at 7 something, the "party" is over and connie, thomas and I went to muir for breakfast burrito =p
then i went back to my room, showered and crashed again...
when time i woke up...it's 6pm alreadyX___X
dinner with jen and frances, and cuz we were too bored, we started going to random places like target and walmart....LOL WTF right?
then tea...basically just reading comic books there. 怪醫美女Ray lol it's intense.
without a reason i visited thomas' house again...and started sorting all the "apples-to-apples" cards... and i finally finished sorting them!! woooot feel so accomplished.
after we walked priss home, thomas and I were trying to find some where to just have a drink and chill...after walking all the way to ralph's plaza, we realized pretty much everything was closed.... OH and we met JLo at ralph's =) congrats on graduating man!!
so. last resort...we headed out to campus BK LOL and we saw kevin yang there...i saw that guy almost everywhere....
then we talked about random things. hahahahha. but it's a pretty meaningful night to me=)
had a brunch with tim then headed out to the SDSU TWSA flea market with thomas and tiff =)
the campus was far and confusing X___X
we asked four ppl for direction to ISC. and we got four different answers. LOL
I bought a bunch of random old magazines for $1....haha i guess i might be the only person buying them. oh well XD
thomas played darts for us so we got jerry and niggwan (two stick horses =D)!!!! yayy they are cute LOL
afterwards dennis joined us and we went to tapex for some snack...since we had to spend the time before dinner, we went on a random adventure on ENGINEER'S STREET and ZION.....(or road? i dont remember) it's creepy!!!!!!! IT IS SOOO CREEPY NEVER GO ON THAT STREET ALONE....
so so. dinner with bunch of ppl @重慶巴人 cuz debbie visited SD for the weekend =)
its great =) i won't go on with details here cuz i dont really remember.......LOL
party @ sam's afterward.
there's A LOT OF PPL...woooot
play a round of king's cup. its intenseee X____X they used a 臉盆 like thingy for the kings cup...and there's only 3 cards to draw when its my turn X___X thomas got the last king which was also the last card =O= odds.
so we decided to stop drinking and started singing using sam's professional stereo :D:D
wooot.
we stopped by rowland to have dinner with connie and her parents =)
after we got off highway...since we didnt konw where to go for dinner, we just drove to connie's house LOL its funny that we know that place so well!!!
so like. we called connie..."where are you guys?" we are in front of your house. "WHATTT?!!!"
hahahah we succeeded =)
we went to ninja sushi for dinner. the chirashi sushi there was sooooo goooood!!!!! im so gonna post the picture later. IT'S HEAVENNN!!
不太好意思給人家請這麼貴的東西
謝謝林爸爸的好意囉!!! 實在是盛情難卻=)=)/////
then we went to 可加麗 for shaved ice=) eating ice in a cold weather=best thing ever!!! oh btw there were three kids dancing...(random) haha. hahahaha.
ok so we finally got on our way to norcal!!! WOOOOT!!
we figured out how to use cruise control only after we got off central......
and thomas got addicted to using cruise control even in local. LOLLL don't be so lazyyy!!!!!!
crashed at thomas and ariel's place =)
i planned to wake up around 10...but i ended up waking up at. around 1 or two? lol
we went to crepevine for lunch w/ khunther and eddie
it was fun listening to their conversation...LOL
then we went to find 糖炒栗子 that ariel has been craving for
nomnomnomnom sooo goooood
after that we were trying to find something to do..but the people we called either didnt pick up their phones or werent even up in norcal.....oh well. so we headed back.
thats basically it.
jen and i headed home on bart...and we met up with hanseng and lisa (and her college friends) on the bart LOL it's kinda random but its cool=)=)
got to my aunt's home, and helped my cousin with his chinese essay...
sigh. sigh sigh sigh. my cousins were complaining that it's very hard for them to learn chinese.
well...if they like to sing K just like connie. i believe they are gonna learn chinese really fast !!! LOLL i love you connie. you are like. ABC的奇蹟. LOLLL
and i just learned that none of the chinese girl in SD (as of my high school) got in to UCSD next year =[
since i decided i want to 保養我的身體, i went to bed "relatively" early =) yayy.
oh.
and i had a weird dream again. darn it. but its funny tho LOL
hope everyone is enjoy his/her spring break =) !!!
- 3/19
i crash at around 5:30...with the guys still playing NBA 2K9...
when i woke up at 7 something, the "party" is over and connie, thomas and I went to muir for breakfast burrito =p
then i went back to my room, showered and crashed again...
when time i woke up...it's 6pm alreadyX___X
dinner with jen and frances, and cuz we were too bored, we started going to random places like target and walmart....LOL WTF right?
then tea...basically just reading comic books there. 怪醫美女Ray lol it's intense.
without a reason i visited thomas' house again...and started sorting all the "apples-to-apples" cards... and i finally finished sorting them!! woooot feel so accomplished.
after we walked priss home, thomas and I were trying to find some where to just have a drink and chill...after walking all the way to ralph's plaza, we realized pretty much everything was closed.... OH and we met JLo at ralph's =) congrats on graduating man!!
so. last resort...we headed out to campus BK LOL and we saw kevin yang there...i saw that guy almost everywhere....
then we talked about random things. hahahahha. but it's a pretty meaningful night to me=)
- 3/20
had a brunch with tim then headed out to the SDSU TWSA flea market with thomas and tiff =)
the campus was far and confusing X___X
we asked four ppl for direction to ISC. and we got four different answers. LOL
I bought a bunch of random old magazines for $1....haha i guess i might be the only person buying them. oh well XD
thomas played darts for us so we got jerry and niggwan (two stick horses =D)!!!! yayy they are cute LOL
afterwards dennis joined us and we went to tapex for some snack...since we had to spend the time before dinner, we went on a random adventure on ENGINEER'S STREET and ZION.....(or road? i dont remember) it's creepy!!!!!!! IT IS SOOO CREEPY NEVER GO ON THAT STREET ALONE....
so so. dinner with bunch of ppl @重慶巴人 cuz debbie visited SD for the weekend =)
its great =) i won't go on with details here cuz i dont really remember.......LOL
party @ sam's afterward.
there's A LOT OF PPL...woooot
play a round of king's cup. its intenseee X____X they used a 臉盆 like thingy for the kings cup...and there's only 3 cards to draw when its my turn X___X thomas got the last king which was also the last card =O= odds.
so we decided to stop drinking and started singing using sam's professional stereo :D:D
wooot.
- 3/21
we stopped by rowland to have dinner with connie and her parents =)
after we got off highway...since we didnt konw where to go for dinner, we just drove to connie's house LOL its funny that we know that place so well!!!
so like. we called connie..."where are you guys?" we are in front of your house. "WHATTT?!!!"
hahahah we succeeded =)
we went to ninja sushi for dinner. the chirashi sushi there was sooooo goooood!!!!! im so gonna post the picture later. IT'S HEAVENNN!!
不太好意思給人家請這麼貴的東西
謝謝林爸爸的好意囉!!! 實在是盛情難卻=)=)/////
then we went to 可加麗 for shaved ice=) eating ice in a cold weather=best thing ever!!! oh btw there were three kids dancing...(random) haha. hahahaha.
ok so we finally got on our way to norcal!!! WOOOOT!!
we figured out how to use cruise control only after we got off central......
and thomas got addicted to using cruise control even in local. LOLLL don't be so lazyyy!!!!!!
crashed at thomas and ariel's place =)
- 3/22
i planned to wake up around 10...but i ended up waking up at. around 1 or two? lol
we went to crepevine for lunch w/ khunther and eddie
it was fun listening to their conversation...LOL
then we went to find 糖炒栗子 that ariel has been craving for
nomnomnomnom sooo goooood
after that we were trying to find something to do..but the people we called either didnt pick up their phones or werent even up in norcal.....oh well. so we headed back.
thats basically it.
jen and i headed home on bart...and we met up with hanseng and lisa (and her college friends) on the bart LOL it's kinda random but its cool=)=)
got to my aunt's home, and helped my cousin with his chinese essay...
sigh. sigh sigh sigh. my cousins were complaining that it's very hard for them to learn chinese.
well...if they like to sing K just like connie. i believe they are gonna learn chinese really fast !!! LOLL i love you connie. you are like. ABC的奇蹟. LOLLL
and i just learned that none of the chinese girl in SD (as of my high school) got in to UCSD next year =[
since i decided i want to 保養我的身體, i went to bed "relatively" early =) yayy.
oh.
and i had a weird dream again. darn it. but its funny tho LOL
hope everyone is enjoy his/her spring break =) !!!
2009年3月18日 星期三
打完收工!!
今天下午考完calc之後...
我的winter quarter也算是和平落幕了~???
在考math的時候我的腦子整個就是在大放屁XDDDD
(=my brain majorly farted)
考完出來檢查才發現背錯了好多formula~>_< 就都差那麼一點點兒...
果然顧此失彼 有一好沒兩好!!!
這quarter雖然physics進步很多 (i got an A- yay)
相對地其他科目花的時間就不夠了
I guess i just really need to put more time in studying~~(and clarice laughs when she sees me typing this line....>O<)
雖然很懊悔，不過也已經無濟於事了~~
最多能做的就是祈禱吧!!!!希望curve之後至少還可以有個B!!
所以晚上就在Thomas家吃Connie&Thomas包的高級水餃&pizza&喝個不醉不歸XDDD!!!!!!(靠ㄅ混蛋
((完全沒有檢討的意思就對了
一點點小酒的確會讓人忘記煩惱=P...
媽媽對不起我學壞了:$:$:$(靠ㄅ
and...
oh we watched a totally random movie..its called. uh. tropic thunder?
it's the most "wtf" movie i've ever watched........
(clarice said "burn after reading" is even more a "wtf" movie)
((the only thing i know about "burn after reading" is that the word clusterfuck comes from that movie...))
(((I know my mind is currupted by...*cough thomas cough connie*)))
after that thomas and jerry played the NBA game thingy
then alex and sam started playing resident evil 5..
then i fell asleep...thank to the alcohol i consumed =/
*
but then like. after i woke up... I am not that mad at myself anymore
i have next quarter still!!!
i learned that i have to work harder this quarter after fall quarter, and i guess i just need to work even harder!!!!!!!!!
i'm glad that i realized this kinda early enough in my college career...
so i still have enough time to imporve my GPA =/
damnnnn i fucking need a 3.6 or something better...!!!!
((and that means...i have to mostly As in the future =/ ewww i hate my life...))
gonna be a nerd next quarter yo !!
..... or maybe when we get into 3rd week =p?
hey hey connie 說好喽 Geisel every week day yeah yeah???? =)
okay everyone!!!
we got fucked enough ...
let's party it up and enjoy a well-deserved spring break!!!
woooooot norcal here i come!!!!
我的winter quarter也算是和平落幕了~???
在考math的時候我的腦子整個就是在大放屁XDDDD
(=my brain majorly farted)
考完出來檢查才發現背錯了好多formula~>_< 就都差那麼一點點兒...
果然顧此失彼 有一好沒兩好!!!
這quarter雖然physics進步很多 (i got an A- yay)
相對地其他科目花的時間就不夠了
I guess i just really need to put more time in studying~~(and clarice laughs when she sees me typing this line....>O<)
雖然很懊悔，不過也已經無濟於事了~~
最多能做的就是祈禱吧!!!!希望curve之後至少還可以有個B!!
所以晚上就在Thomas家吃Connie&Thomas包的高級水餃&pizza&喝個不醉不歸XDDD!!!!!!(靠ㄅ混蛋
((完全沒有檢討的意思就對了
一點點小酒的確會讓人忘記煩惱=P...
媽媽對不起我學壞了:$:$:$(靠ㄅ
and...
oh we watched a totally random movie..its called. uh. tropic thunder?
it's the most "wtf" movie i've ever watched........
(clarice said "burn after reading" is even more a "wtf" movie)
((the only thing i know about "burn after reading" is that the word clusterfuck comes from that movie...))
(((I know my mind is currupted by...*cough thomas cough connie*)))
after that thomas and jerry played the NBA game thingy
then alex and sam started playing resident evil 5..
then i fell asleep...thank to the alcohol i consumed =/
*
but then like. after i woke up... I am not that mad at myself anymore
i have next quarter still!!!
i learned that i have to work harder this quarter after fall quarter, and i guess i just need to work even harder!!!!!!!!!
i'm glad that i realized this kinda early enough in my college career...
so i still have enough time to imporve my GPA =/
damnnnn i fucking need a 3.6 or something better...!!!!
((and that means...i have to mostly As in the future =/ ewww i hate my life...))
gonna be a nerd next quarter yo !!
..... or maybe when we get into 3rd week =p?
hey hey connie 說好喽 Geisel every week day yeah yeah???? =)
okay everyone!!!
we got fucked enough ...
let's party it up and enjoy a well-deserved spring break!!!
woooooot norcal here i come!!!!
2009年3月16日 星期一
TWO DOWN★
兩個Final結束囉★
這兩天運氣好像變好了~揪咪^.<
考完試的心情很輕鬆
不過剛才發生個讓人很wtf 但還滿好笑的小插曲...
就有個人 我才剛上線就馬上(真的是馬上)敲我說要開webcam
反正看一下又不會死(?)
然後又不知道是有什麼事這麼急(?(根本就沒熟到可以有急事的地步)我就按接受了
結果咧結果咧~接果咧接郭咧？
那位老兄就自顧自地在那裡打電動啊啊啊
還問我說"Hey what are you doing? why are you not talking?"
uh.......CUZ I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL TO SAY?
我是有跟你很熟嗎XDD
後來想說啊反正是在南加的人就問一下casino dance好了
結果咧結果咧~接果咧接郭咧？
在那邊給我嫌說SD很遠
最好是啦!!!從LA開下來也頂多兩個小時你當我沒去過LA噢
然後我就去做我自己的事他打他的電動
過了幾分鐘 "oh shit~my friend is gonna come over...I guess I will talk to you later"
沒關係不用later了 it's okay~~~
誰可以告訴我以上這段事件到底有什麼意義........
我覺得我是不是只有吸引怪人的體質啊(掩面)
是說那種"發生了某件事馬上就想要跟那個人講"的想法
真的是只有好朋友才行啊~~~
就像是好久不見的朋友只要一見面就會迫不及待想要把沒見面的時候發生的所有事情一口氣講完的感覺一樣~
(以上那句句子好長)
((↑無聊))
這兩天運氣好像變好了~揪咪^.<
考完試的心情很輕鬆
不過剛才發生個讓人很wtf 但還滿好笑的小插曲...
就有個人 我才剛上線就馬上(真的是馬上)敲我說要開webcam
反正看一下又不會死(?)
然後又不知道是有什麼事這麼急(?(根本就沒熟到可以有急事的地步)我就按接受了
結果咧結果咧~接果咧接郭咧？
那位老兄就自顧自地在那裡打電動啊啊啊
還問我說"Hey what are you doing? why are you not talking?"
uh.......CUZ I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL TO SAY?
我是有跟你很熟嗎XDD
後來想說啊反正是在南加的人就問一下casino dance好了
結果咧結果咧~接果咧接郭咧？
在那邊給我嫌說SD很遠
最好是啦!!!從LA開下來也頂多兩個小時你當我沒去過LA噢
然後我就去做我自己的事他打他的電動
過了幾分鐘 "oh shit~my friend is gonna come over...I guess I will talk to you later"
沒關係不用later了 it's okay~~~
誰可以告訴我以上這段事件到底有什麼意義........
我覺得我是不是只有吸引怪人的體質啊(掩面)
是說那種"發生了某件事馬上就想要跟那個人講"的想法
真的是只有好朋友才行啊~~~
就像是好久不見的朋友只要一見面就會迫不及待想要把沒見面的時候發生的所有事情一口氣講完的感覺一樣~
(以上那句句子好長)
((↑無聊))
2009年3月14日 星期六
a few lines of my thoughts...
I feel blue now due to finals...
perhaps?
***CASE A***
...
如果你是個討人厭的傢伙
或許我就可以碎嘴 就不會難過
但問題就在於你很好
而我很喜歡你
***CASE B***
...
因為很感激 因為我知道我很依賴有他在的生活
所以我當然希望我也能是他信賴的朋友
有些朋友是 就算我忙到死 忙到肝爆掉 我也一定會抽時間陪他們喝茶
我希望他知道 他是這種朋友......
***CASE C***
...
連朋友我都會忌妒亂吃醋
我還真無聊
不過你們知道嗎
我不是對每個人都如此神經兮兮
會難過是因為我很在乎
...
你不可能在每個人的生命中當主角
不可能住在每個人的心中
...
只希望你們也可以愛我而已
因為我好愛你們 愛到不知所措
***CASE D***
...
說真的 真的千錯萬錯都是自己的錯
"心想事成 自作自受"
***CASE E***
有時候感覺到了一種程度
反而會變成憤怒
我討厭每次看到你 你總是一臉開心的樣子
我討厭你那種好像胸有成竹的笑容
憑什麼我要因為對你無聊的感覺而煩惱
被惱人的夢纏身
...
我知道是自己的想法煞不住車 都是我在那邊想太多
所以我決定什麼都不要想了
以後也不要再留言給你
也不要再msn你了
也不要再邀你了
什麼我都不要了
直到我忘記這些感情的錯覺直到我沒有感覺為止
***CASE F***
明明這麼喜歡你們
為什麼總是無法傳達?
對不起 我不會說愛
愛這個字 我從來說不出口
但我可以用行動來表示
希望你們能明白..........
perhaps?
***CASE A***
...
如果你是個討人厭的傢伙
或許我就可以碎嘴 就不會難過
但問題就在於你很好
而我很喜歡你
***CASE B***
...
因為很感激 因為我知道我很依賴有他在的生活
所以我當然希望我也能是他信賴的朋友
有些朋友是 就算我忙到死 忙到肝爆掉 我也一定會抽時間陪他們喝茶
我希望他知道 他是這種朋友......
***CASE C***
...
連朋友我都會忌妒亂吃醋
我還真無聊
不過你們知道嗎
我不是對每個人都如此神經兮兮
會難過是因為我很在乎
...
你不可能在每個人的生命中當主角
不可能住在每個人的心中
...
只希望你們也可以愛我而已
因為我好愛你們 愛到不知所措
***CASE D***
...
說真的 真的千錯萬錯都是自己的錯
"心想事成 自作自受"
***CASE E***
有時候感覺到了一種程度
反而會變成憤怒
我討厭每次看到你 你總是一臉開心的樣子
我討厭你那種好像胸有成竹的笑容
憑什麼我要因為對你無聊的感覺而煩惱
被惱人的夢纏身
...
我知道是自己的想法煞不住車 都是我在那邊想太多
所以我決定什麼都不要想了
以後也不要再留言給你
也不要再msn你了
也不要再邀你了
什麼我都不要了
直到我忘記這些感情的錯覺直到我沒有感覺為止
***CASE F***
明明這麼喜歡你們
為什麼總是無法傳達?
對不起 我不會說愛
愛這個字 我從來說不出口
但我可以用行動來表示
希望你們能明白..........
blog也一整個太多~
所以手癢又開了個blog!!!
因為不想老是在facebook上rant我的college life~
就決定開個blog來碎碎念...=p
so I made myself a list of all the blogs I keep now
just so that I have a sense of how many mess I've already created =p
* wretch: supposely high school stuff... I guess it already expired?
* yam: Taiwan & cosplay related stuff
* facebook: from now on only posts that I would tag people in
* blogspot: college stuff!
+ a random nikki place for the most random ranting...
haha 那就這樣吧
因為不想老是在facebook上rant我的college life~
就決定開個blog來碎碎念...=p
so I made myself a list of all the blogs I keep now
just so that I have a sense of how many mess I've already created =p
* wretch: supposely high school stuff... I guess it already expired?
* yam: Taiwan & cosplay related stuff
* facebook: from now on only posts that I would tag people in
* blogspot: college stuff!
+ a random nikki place for the most random ranting...
haha 那就這樣吧
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